Waiting...

I hate going to the doctors, at least lately...I always end up hurt in some way. Monday was my HSG or (hysterosalpingogram) test, which although the most painful procedure I've had to date, came back normal so we've both been cleared as possible reasons we're not preggo. No one told me the would then inflate my uterus with a balloon. It wasn't as cool as I thought either. The doc walked me through all the x-rays but it didn't look like I thought it would!

And that now leaves me with "why"...I'm sure that's the point...God's teaching me patience, perseverance and faith. I know this...what I can't do is put my focus on those things. I want so badly to be able to control this situation and I can't. God taught me that after the first 6 months of trying...14 months later... I get it...loud and clear...WAIT.

Wait on God's timing and know that His timing and our timing aren't always on the same path. And have faith in the unkown and unseen...

- T -

Matthew 17:20
If you have faith as small as a mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there' and it will move. Nothing will be impossible for you."