After the last month of Clomid and not becoming pregnant our Doctor wanted Jared and I both to go get tested to make sure everything was in working order. I don't know why they don't do this first. Jared went in a couple weeks ago...basically it means he was given a cup, put in a private room and left to do his business (mind you the doctor has pictures of his family all over...doesn't exactly help!!). Well after the first mortifying time, he ended up having to go back a second time. I felt so bad for him, but he is such a trooper and has been so supportive and willing to do whatever necessary.
I go in for my hysterosalpingogram (hsg) test on Monday. Basically, they use a catheter to push dye through my tubes to make sure they are open and they use an x-ray machine to see if there is blockage. I'm excited just to be doing something different than the normal "take five pills and come see me on Day 21"...plus I hear its really cool to see what your insides look like. I've been Blessed to never have hurt anything (knock on wood) enough to be in the hospital or have x-rays done. Needless to say Monday we'll know if the reason why we aren't conceiving is due to me. Since I am impatient, knowing that I get to see what the x-ray tech sees and will know immediately if there is a problem is both comforting and scary b/c I know I'll lose it if there is. I'm making Jared take off work to come with me for moral support!! I don't know where this will leave us on the treatment front regardless of what we find out.
Lord, I know that your hand is on our situation and that you will Bless us in Your timing. Please help me to have faith, be patient and strong.
- T -
Mark 11:24
Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours.
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