I am now on my [possibly] last round of Clomid. This will be my 6th cycle on it and that's usually when the doctor will take you off of it saying "if it hasn't happened by now, this drug isn't going to help you." Its a bit discouraging b/c we're not sure where this will take us now or if we can handle any more costs financially. After the last bill from the insurance company that didn't go through, Jared said no more tests/drugs/doctors. I can understand why he feels that way, but we will definitely have more discussions before deciding to continue or stop for awhile (whether he likes it or not!!). I in no way want to stop...I'm ready for the next step and whatever the doctor recommends...but of course Jared and I need to be on the same page with this.
Anyways...good news is this was the first month I didn't cry when I found out we weren't pregnant. So that's a start! Each time I start to think "when is this going to happen or why this is not working I focus on the fact that God is so good and will let it happen for us in His own timing and in His own way. Below is written on a little card I keep on my bathroom mirror...
Trust in His timing
Trust in His purpose
Trust in His love
Trust in His promises
- T -
Psalm 107: 31
Give thanks to the LORD for his unfailing love and his wonderful deeds for men.
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